Cupcake cupcake TM

So today after practice I went to have dinner with my sister(: Yes I have a sister. Her name is Nicole. So I had dinner with her & my kuyah ( her boyfriend ) at Ichiban! YUMMM. I love japanese food. After we walked around the mall. But there was nothing to see because it was closing. & then we walked by that new Cupcake Cupcake store. It's like the cutest thing ever ! But helllllla expensive up the butt. You get to pick which flavor of cupcake, the frosting & the topping. So cutee ! haha. My sister & I picked the mini cupcake with the cream cheese frosting & crumbed granola & kuyah had the cupcake muffin (fatass) with the same frosting & topping. Red velvet is so yummmy :P But yeah the little f-----g mini cupcake was $1.75 ! It was freaaaking small -_- But I have to admit it was yummmmaaaaaaaaay ! The highlight of my night


The rest of my day was nomal. Woke up. Get ready. School. Practice.
OH!* I'm in large hiphop now, seriously.
Hahahaha




HELLO GOODBYE(:

KevinCharlesPaman

I just felt like making him the title of this blog because I love him dearly. He is my big brother & I'm currently on the phone with him as I blog. & I shouldn't even talk to him because he chose ABDC over me. & he's dumb because he likes to go to school & not go to his classes. What a dummieeee.


So today was boringgggggg. I had an assembly. & I walked in late for 3rd period. Chem was a dragg as usual. Which reminds me I have to finish my homework for it ! Ahhh. Trying to bring up my messy grades. Haa, day off today from practice so I went to ERHS. It was funner than I thought. (:

HELLLLLAAA bonded with Ading Jeska she is such a cutieee.
Walked home after. Some cholos were like following me O.o
Scarryyyy.


Anyways, Kevin is annoying & I can't think straight because he's whining about my myspace song -_-
Okay



HELLO, GOODBYE

OH ! I guess so

Got to school on time for once. Not lateee ! Haa. A surprise practice of large hiphop today. & I wasn't even in that to begin with & by the time 1st period was over I'm learning the routine :D So yeah. My spanish test was super easy breezy. & I was lonely in math today was Kayla has a fever -_- GOSH ! Damn weather if effin everyone up. OH ! Today is the start of Lent. Meaning I'm giving up cuss words(: & something else but idk what else I do that unhealthy everyday. Practice was HELL (: But it felt really good. Like really good. I felt super sharp & everything (x I'm like super weak now tho.


BLEEEEHH
I guess that was my day
Just typical day, one of my better days tho





HELLO , GOODBYE

:D

Once upon a time,

A baby was born on October 27, 1993 at 7:00pm. They were gonna name her Jamie but they named her something else. She had a unusual middle name given tho. Just to carry on her father's parent's in her. She lived with her grandparents (from her mother's side) most of hr child hood. Mother was barely around. Father? He was in the Philipines. When the baby was about 2 her mother found out thee babydaddy had moved on, & ended up NOT waiting for his family in the U.S. When the baby was about 3 she went to visit her father, it was the last time she ever saw him. She is now grown up 15 years of age. Still growing. Still learning. Still loving. Still mending. Her mother is now working 2 jobs. She has a step father. Who just sits around all day on the computer. The baby now a teenager barely speaks to any of them. Fights most with he mother on most days. Gets beat on worst days. But she still strives to grow better. She plans to finish high school & get into a CAL State to move away from this life. Hopefully she will. Just all in God's hands.

THE END.
but story still continues.....





i love Kevin Charles Paman(:
HELLO , GOODBYE

Monday - OFF !

WHAT ?! Monday off? That's a miracle. I wanted to spend this day having fun. But clearly I have no friends to spend it with. Truth be told idk who my real friends are anymore. Suck huh? Boyfriend less. Mother is never around. Friends are a a BIG puzzle. So I spent my afternoon at the block. It was actually nicer than I thought it was gonna be. Jeremy gave me this nice talk about how I shouldn't let others get in the way of what I do. (: & I ate at Chi's finally came over after like MONTHS ! Slept there for a bit & then left.



OH ! & lunch was nice too. I spent it with the BigBrother MIGHTY(: You didn't know? I'm Mighty's BABYSISSTA cuhhh ;D
Hopefully everyday gets better.




Lina made my day too. She's one sweetheart. It's getting late for me. I'm tired. I have a headache. I'm on my period. & my hair is still wet.


HELLO, GOODBYE

Starting Over

Its time for a new start. Letting go of everything that's been throwing me off. I woke up today thinking heck, why am I still laying around doing nothing. I haven't given 100% to those who really care for me. & Now it's my time to shine. I'm not gonna let anything stop me. I deserve the best out there. Let's not deprive , better yet strive, to keep this humanity alive.





Better Days.