CUE ADVENTURE !

Haa, what a day ! So like Bianca, Matrin , Bryan , Ksy & I effin had the most craziest day ! So after I picked up Bianca & Martin we headed to Brythaang's house. I needed to finish getting ready because my mom was rushing me so I brought my straighter & make up there. Lmao. After I got ready we started walking towards school to meet up with Ksy. & Bianca remembered that she forget to get the bus directions to go to CUE! & she forgot to get a pad -_-" (I hate monthly visits) lmao. So I had to call Kquez & say "Can Bianca use your bathroom?! & computer" Kinda random. It was just funny in thee moment I guess. We headed to Kquez's house & knocked on his door & surprise surprise the guy is in his pjs lol. We totally raided his house. & ate all his food. & then just left. Haha. As we moved on forward with the day, the bus from Passadena to Arcadia took the longest ! We waited an hour for that bus -_-" Meanwhile waiting, I was jerking & some older black woman was tryna battle me. I kinda got scared. OH & this cholo guy tried touching me from his car too. It was weird -_-" Finally the bus came & we were on our way to Arcadia. & Finally we made it ! At this point it was about 3 in the afternoon. (Keep in mind we left Kquez's at 1!!!!!!) So when we finally got to CUE we went frantic ! We did 3 booths & said we were done & wanted to eat. So we walked to his mexican grill typaa thing. & we all ordered the same shit ! & When I was looking at the drinks there was some interesting names. cherry COK & OR-G BANG. lmao! So after we ate or meals we had half an hour to spare before the bus came. So guess what we did ! CUE again ! Haha. But we fuccen rushed it because the bus was coming. When we were walking to the bus stop I looked & saw that the bus was coming & I was like run ! But then we couldn't cross & we were all spazzing out because we wanted to make the bus considering it was already 5 & we didn't wanna wait again for the bus. We were like waving at the bus driver & suchaa nice guy he waited for us lol. & on the bus these guys idk they were having the weirdest conversation & we couldn't help but listen & laugh. & when we got off the bus we started laughing & talking about them & we didn't realize that one of the guys got off too & over heard us & he told us " ima tell them that tomorrow" so weird. When we got to Passadena for the 2nd bus we needed to take we did some time killers. Me & Bianca tried making the ABC's & 123's with our bodies. The funniest shit ever ! We couldn't stop laughing. The bus ride back to Glendale was still filled with laughter because Bianca didn;t know where gas goes or what it's made of & she sounded like a dumbass asking these questions & being really loud. My oh my today was fun. I guess ou just had to be there to realize how funny it was. Goodbye(:



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hope you all know

1. I'm glad were talking again

2. I'm sorry, I'm selfish

3. I'm tired too!

4. Don't worry I still love you

5. I wish we could be friends

6. Too bad things aren't the way they were in kindergarden

7. I miss you, I promise it'll get better.

8. Even tho you dnt reply to me I still love you




Kevin Charles Paman I miss you :(

time

its a sense of relief for me. because time heals everything. even a broken heart. seeing everyone's true colors is helping me figure out who's really down for me.

Of course

I'm always the bad person in this. I'm always wrong. But of course, THERE'S only one person who will tell me the truth no matter how hard it is & frustrating I can be. She should know who she is. Thanks for the nice talk today.

behind my back

Its one thing to talk smack about one person. But its another thing to talk about behind theur back. Espcially when they think your one of her closest friends. I'd prefer you to tell me in my face straight up then say it to my bestfriends behind my back. I'd appreciate it moree maybe. At least I know your being real. That's the thing no ones ever real anymore. Ninas right I should stick to hanging out with boys. Because quite frankly girls are just drama calling my name. Yes I need my girlfriends to turn to, but honestly I got the best 2 homegirls. Anica& Yvonne. That's all I need. & for you to say I'm a loner? I only hang out with certain people because I like to keep to myself. I don't need everyone caring to my need. I'm so annoyed of this fake business. Just be up front. Seriously. I wanna know.




Hello & good fucking bye

Chrissboo & Jannica

I love them that's all

Cupcake cupcake TM

So today after practice I went to have dinner with my sister(: Yes I have a sister. Her name is Nicole. So I had dinner with her & my kuyah ( her boyfriend ) at Ichiban! YUMMM. I love japanese food. After we walked around the mall. But there was nothing to see because it was closing. & then we walked by that new Cupcake Cupcake store. It's like the cutest thing ever ! But helllllla expensive up the butt. You get to pick which flavor of cupcake, the frosting & the topping. So cutee ! haha. My sister & I picked the mini cupcake with the cream cheese frosting & crumbed granola & kuyah had the cupcake muffin (fatass) with the same frosting & topping. Red velvet is so yummmy :P But yeah the little f-----g mini cupcake was $1.75 ! It was freaaaking small -_- But I have to admit it was yummmmaaaaaaaaay ! The highlight of my night


The rest of my day was nomal. Woke up. Get ready. School. Practice.
OH!* I'm in large hiphop now, seriously.
Hahahaha




HELLO GOODBYE(:

KevinCharlesPaman

I just felt like making him the title of this blog because I love him dearly. He is my big brother & I'm currently on the phone with him as I blog. & I shouldn't even talk to him because he chose ABDC over me. & he's dumb because he likes to go to school & not go to his classes. What a dummieeee.


So today was boringgggggg. I had an assembly. & I walked in late for 3rd period. Chem was a dragg as usual. Which reminds me I have to finish my homework for it ! Ahhh. Trying to bring up my messy grades. Haa, day off today from practice so I went to ERHS. It was funner than I thought. (:

HELLLLLAAA bonded with Ading Jeska she is such a cutieee.
Walked home after. Some cholos were like following me O.o
Scarryyyy.


Anyways, Kevin is annoying & I can't think straight because he's whining about my myspace song -_-
Okay



HELLO, GOODBYE

OH ! I guess so

Got to school on time for once. Not lateee ! Haa. A surprise practice of large hiphop today. & I wasn't even in that to begin with & by the time 1st period was over I'm learning the routine :D So yeah. My spanish test was super easy breezy. & I was lonely in math today was Kayla has a fever -_- GOSH ! Damn weather if effin everyone up. OH ! Today is the start of Lent. Meaning I'm giving up cuss words(: & something else but idk what else I do that unhealthy everyday. Practice was HELL (: But it felt really good. Like really good. I felt super sharp & everything (x I'm like super weak now tho.


BLEEEEHH
I guess that was my day
Just typical day, one of my better days tho





HELLO , GOODBYE

:D

Once upon a time,

A baby was born on October 27, 1993 at 7:00pm. They were gonna name her Jamie but they named her something else. She had a unusual middle name given tho. Just to carry on her father's parent's in her. She lived with her grandparents (from her mother's side) most of hr child hood. Mother was barely around. Father? He was in the Philipines. When the baby was about 2 her mother found out thee babydaddy had moved on, & ended up NOT waiting for his family in the U.S. When the baby was about 3 she went to visit her father, it was the last time she ever saw him. She is now grown up 15 years of age. Still growing. Still learning. Still loving. Still mending. Her mother is now working 2 jobs. She has a step father. Who just sits around all day on the computer. The baby now a teenager barely speaks to any of them. Fights most with he mother on most days. Gets beat on worst days. But she still strives to grow better. She plans to finish high school & get into a CAL State to move away from this life. Hopefully she will. Just all in God's hands.

THE END.
but story still continues.....





i love Kevin Charles Paman(:
HELLO , GOODBYE

Monday - OFF !

WHAT ?! Monday off? That's a miracle. I wanted to spend this day having fun. But clearly I have no friends to spend it with. Truth be told idk who my real friends are anymore. Suck huh? Boyfriend less. Mother is never around. Friends are a a BIG puzzle. So I spent my afternoon at the block. It was actually nicer than I thought it was gonna be. Jeremy gave me this nice talk about how I shouldn't let others get in the way of what I do. (: & I ate at Chi's finally came over after like MONTHS ! Slept there for a bit & then left.



OH ! & lunch was nice too. I spent it with the BigBrother MIGHTY(: You didn't know? I'm Mighty's BABYSISSTA cuhhh ;D
Hopefully everyday gets better.




Lina made my day too. She's one sweetheart. It's getting late for me. I'm tired. I have a headache. I'm on my period. & my hair is still wet.


HELLO, GOODBYE

Starting Over

Its time for a new start. Letting go of everything that's been throwing me off. I woke up today thinking heck, why am I still laying around doing nothing. I haven't given 100% to those who really care for me. & Now it's my time to shine. I'm not gonna let anything stop me. I deserve the best out there. Let's not deprive , better yet strive, to keep this humanity alive.





Better Days.